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at times you think eveything's is going to be alright ,
its okay to be labelled by people and being sensitive towards others ,
but really ,
education would be nothing without moral values .

And if you need me, you’d kiss me.
Then tell me how you feel.
And if you want me, you’d show me.
That your love is for real.
And if you love me.
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong.

oh, im missing someone very much right now.
yes, let me emphatize on the word very much.
well, i hope that person really knows i care for that person.
i love you, and will always love you.
and remember this date 270707.


i wish life was happy , you know .
i'm not proud to tell people i'm facing from depression , stress or what so ever.
life's a bloody burden and thats a fact .
i'm not mentally unstable . stop thinking that way.
everybody gets stressed up easily over the slightest thing .
not everbody but still , me , i do .
but look , its not as tho you can help me , could you ?
all i needed was someone to show care and concern and face it ,
not a single soul was there to help me , unless i told you whats been happening .

i hateee school , i hate studying . and i hate my fucking life .
i tried to look on the bright side but i'm not going to anymore .
yes, you don face as much problems as i do . what the fcuk do you care about me ?
i'm a human being too and i have feelings .
i donwna cut myself , smoke or drink , or whatever , runaway from home .
this is life , i got to face things on my own , every single one of you out there are just friends to me . simply friends .
your not in my shoes , you cant do anything much cos i face things alone .

look at the fucking greenridge secondary school .
you know , i really really cant wait to get out of it !
i cant stand being in it .
first and foremost , everybody there , well they are plainly terribly friendly you know . everybody down there is nice .
but i just cant wait to hell get out of greenridge ,
you know . everybody out here , you reading this , i'm typing this , we all are hypocrites , we all are selfish in our own ways , but we are special in our own ways .
hypocrites , we all are hypocrites .

sometimes i just wish someone could tell me straight in the face
' salihan , you got so much problems , i'm just your friend . i cant help you but i could just advise you and encourage you ' .

you got to learn to face reality . i'm learning that right now .
i'm your bloody critic . i'm super friendly , nice yet really , i got my own mindset .

and i really hate life to the core .
when i stepped into a relationship , girls are always using me for the same purposes , my money.
oh yeah , girls are all like that .

and when i come to school , all i see is a bunch of hypocrites .
i dont need to seee , i already knew it . urgh ,
take the fact when i tried to squueze myself into a clique , and realise i'm better off alone .
i'm much much better off alone (:

i'm really nice , but you see , you cant help me anymore .
i'm in this fucked up pathetic state in which all i hope and want is for a change of life .
you know at times , i don really like many people .
their face make my blood boil , and you know , how much i hate the past , i really wish i wasn born .

i hate coming to school . i hate seeing all your faces .

i dono what kind of life i'm living . its really meaningless !
and i really want to explode so badly . i just dont know who to look for anymore .
but still . i wna explodeee i wanna scream , i hate my life .

i hate my life .

you saw me walking by,
without a smile on my face,
i wasn't even looking at you,
or cared about your presence,
you labelled me "sombong" or arrogant.

well excuse me, must i bow to you.

you walked into my life,
pretending to be my friend,
but secretly, quietly, you stabbed me from behind.
you spread rumours and gossips.
you heard from souls who claimed they know me.

well excuse me, aint you know that "fitnah adalah lebih berdosa dari membunuh" or
"creating stories is more sinful than murdering".

you saw me standing there alone,
with the word serious painted all over me,
you didn't bother to approach and say hi.
you would rather whisper words about me,
you labelled me as "proud".

well excuse me, did i bother you life in the first place?

you walked into my life,
pretending to know me.
you created stories about me.
you judge me.

well excuse me, God has not judge me, so who are you?

I tell you what, just admit it,
Say it out loud.

That you envy me,
That you're jealous of me.
That you wish you were me.
In one way or another,
Cause yeah, you do look desperate,
For Attention.

You can bullshit about me all you want,
Cause I dont fucking care.
Just one advice for you,

GET A LIFE, ASSHOLE !


The kenduri tommorow looks like a grand event-.-
All my makciks and cousins are here, cooking, playing computer, xbox360,
talking to girlfriends etc.
So some of them sleeping over at my house. YAY !
Ok thats all.

Baby, I LOVE YOU !

hello,
back with new post.

saturday ;
went to kallang cc to sign up for NDP'08.
was late laah, lucky shamimah borrowed me her earpiece, or i'll be dead bored.
it was a very long journey,
from teck whye to chua chu kang, and then to jurong east, and then to i dont know where,
and then to boon keng.
so this year's ndp is somehow great, but i fcuking prefer last year's ndp.
the singer for this year's ndp theme song is stefanie sun. [idk how to spell her name].
blaablaa, then went to plaza singapura.
ate fried mars bar !
yummylicious maan !
smsed nadiah and told her about the fried mars bar. haaa.
then went off , met sairi .
cause he's at his nenek house which is beside my block ?
then accompanied his cousin buy food, then send his cousin back.
then both of us walked to macdonalds.
treated him , i was so hungry that time.
blablabla !
and then he told me ghost story and i told him mine.
and off we went home.

sunday ;
what have i've been doing eh?
oh ya ! went to sheng shiong,
to get this thursday's "kenduri doa selamat".
its a prayer saying thanks to God if im not wrong.
remember that time my bro met an accidant ?
now that he's fine , we're doing this prayer .
and my whole kitchen is cramped with stuff .
periok saner sini , kuali saner sini , tong gas pon ader , macam macam ader.
and my fridge, its so dark !
all filled with chicken lah, beef lah whatever stuffs.
hahaha, then went home = sleep.

i think thats all i wanna post for this two days .

okay,
how do you feel,
when this girl, is so damn famous.
a lot of guy liked her, yet she rejected.
she's so damn fucking pretty !
and suddenly she came up to you, and said she likes and loves you .
i was shocked as this happens to me.
so both of us were couples.
but secretly ?
argh ! my feelings grew for her a lot.


went to banquet with her, nadiah, sairi.
so nadiah walked with sairi and i walked with her.
so damn romantic, hahahaa.
oklah , send her home and she kissed me, and i kissed her too !
weee !
at least she got the freedom and can go out always , not like ...
a bit also cannot go out , hahaha . ok guys , thats all.

asshole !

this post is all about a guy called ; muhd syafiq bin haniff.
oh, why? just now i fought with him.
why i fought with him? the reason is very simple.
because he is "jongang", and i simply do the action with teeth.
and there he goes.
after mother tounge class, he came to me and suddenly push and push and push me.
i was totally blur, so i asked ; asal ngn kau ?
meaning ; what happened ?
and he simply said ; eh, kau asal ah ! butoh ! aku tak kacau kau tau ! cibai !
and goes on pushing and pushing me .
blaa blaa blaa , so he pushed me , and i pushed him back , hardly .
and suddenly , infront of my class , he fucking kicked me .
okay , im gonna type in malay , sorry .
eh butoh , aku tak tendang kau siak sial !
yg kau gi tendang aku tu ape hal siak .
kalau tak pasal haikal tahan aku , aku dah lame tumbok tumbok muker kau siak .
kau nak ganas ngn aku kan , aku pon boleh maen ganas ah .
kau piker mentang-mentang kau budak bola, kuat, aku takot ?
abeh aku ni budak drama club ajer , lemah , aku nak takot ?
eh lek sua eh .

i've always been doing that to luqman , but has he done something like what syafiq did ?
i appreciate for luqman's patience .
but syafiq ? im dissapointed and suprised .
this is the first time syafiq .
usually , if i were to do that , you will laugh and just call out my dad's name , which i dont mind .
and today ?
i cant believe you did this syafiq .
imagine your close friend doing this .
we had spend times together last two years , and you cant even forgive your own close friend ?
is this the meaning of true friendship ?
well , you ask yourself .

there , 1 people left me , because of that fight ,
one by one , so who's next ?

syaza ,
im sorry . its over between us .
i dont wanna hurt you anymore .
sorry .

im so freaking fed-up with him .
the one who said my face like chibai in previous post .
aku kalau tak kacau kau , kau jgn nak kacau aku eh setan !

oklah , i think thats all for today .



you bloody slut .

did you purposely tried to pissed me off ?
you really did , did you know that ?
i was super pissed off by you .
now i know why the other people wouldnt wanna be friends with you at all .
you don even think before you do something ! gosh .
i really am fucking pissed off with you .
we're islam , and our religion teaches us not to get angry too easily .
if you tend to be like that , that means a devil is controlling you .
do you understand me , jerk ?
all you do is fight fight fight !
just for a simple small reasons , you'd fight like as if he killed your sister ?
wtf , you think the more you fight , the more ppl will get scared of you ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will like you ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will give you respect ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will say you're "strong" ?
come on ! people are starting to dislike you !
you definately dont deserve the respect at all .
you dont have to fight just to show you're strong .
you must understand other people gets hurt too when you fight with them .
ooh , please change for the better .

and people ,
enough of playing with my father's name .
i dont mind you guys playing with his name a bit .
but i have my limits ,
come on ,
he had passed away .
can you imagine playing with a dead people's name ?
think people , im sure you dont like it if i call your parents name too right ?

urghhh ,
im so bloody moody this days ,
as in , im trying to act as normal salihan .
but i tends to get to over and crazy just to show im alright ,
but deep inside ?

well okay ,
this was what mom said when i went out just now .
" keluar jer tau ! merayap jer ! belajar tak tau nak belajar ! kau piker ni rumah hotel ke nak keluar masok sembarang - sembarang ? "
translated ;
" go out only you know ! study also never study ! you think this house hotel ah ? go out go in anyhow ! "

mom, fuck off !
i just dont understand parents this days .


currently missing ,
syaza ,
nadiah ,
islam ,
sairi ,
nonoi ,
khairulshah .

hello all (:
i have never thought my life would be at the last and final end again .
i never thought this would have happened again .
i have never thought this is fucking finally the end .

mum had been veryvery sarcastic towards me.
fuck, yes i know she's my mom, but i just hate her.
ever since you married with my freaking step-father,
you'd always cook what he likes, then me and my brother?
"kau nak makan, makan. tak nak makan suke hati kau ah ! biar kebuloh !"
see how sarcastic she is.

yes, very sarcastic.
at times, when she cooked for me something that is bitter,
it is really bitter, not that i have a tasting problem,
she'd say ;
"kau semuer pahet, semue pahet, tekak kau kan tekak orang kayer, hari hari nak makan kat luar !"
whatthefuck !
im so bloody pissed off.
its not like EVERY SINGLE DAY i go out to eat right?

i just hate your attitude every since you're married again.
why must you be so flirtive,
come on, you've been married for three times !
yes, three times !
isn't it enough ?
haven't you had enough being hurt by those two ex-husband of yours ?
espicially my father, abu bakar.

just to share a lil secret,
i had a deceased father.
he used to drink and smoke,
a passive and heavy drinker and smoker.
every single night, he'd drink and when he gets drunk,
he'd start beating up me and my mom.
both of us is always victim,
sometime he beat us for no reasons or small reasons.
me and my mom dont have freedom that time,
when we have cousins outing, my dad will never allowed us to go out.
we're like in a prison !
this cannot that cannot.
then one day, he had a cancer,
had an operation, but failed.
and ...

okay enough about that,
i think he deserves his punishment in hell.

now thats it for todaay.
urghhh ! im fcuking stress .

and sairi,
im sorry for saying those things to you.
i know every single word i said was hurtful,
but i really didnt mean to say all that,
im really really sorry.

and islam,
again, you're with them,
are you going to become like them?
what if you get caught one day?
i've been advising you again and again,
but i only waste my effort.
please, you have a bright future ahead you.
dont follow their steps.
smoking, skipping lessons, escape school, escape assembly.
dont.

and nadiah,
yes, i knew you had a new bestfriend,
its so fast isnt it?
i dont even have a new bestfriend in my new class,
and yet you have one already,
and soon, you'll forget everything about me.
well, i better find myself a new bestfriend before you leave me?
up-to-you.

seemed like everyone is leaving me,
is this the end for me?

im sorry, im being over emotional today,
so long people.
good night.


hello readers,
yes, i knew i've not been updating my blog for like weeks?
so here i am updating, woooo. i apologised for not updating.
hmm,
oklaah, lots of things happened to my life lately,
that is very sweet? and also hurtful.
yes, hurtful. hurtful for the fact that im being critisized and irritate again and again by the same old people.
they just dont get their lesson, dont they?
they are gundus, yes, im using the word gundu.
so well, islam cut his hair botak.
boooo, not cute already, but nvm, i told him;
"skng kau dah botak, aku lagi cute !"
and you guess what he replied? ;
"tak! lagi botak lagi cute, hahahahaa!"
hahaha, so funny lar he.
so me and sairi are friends back, i dont know? just friends or bestfriend.
and the blogshop is going good lah, okayokay only.
had been travelling here and there , places like bishan, aljunied, bugis, etcs.
oh, had been really busy this few days, yes, very busy.
i must say a sec three life is stressful, yes, preparing for 'O' level exams.
lets see, maths is the most fcuking diff subject,
i know many of you know i really hate maths, but im trying to buck up.
i wanna improve, i wanna go to sec five. "perasaann nyer"
not only maths is diff, there's chemistry, physics, and you know what i do during those lessons?
sleep, sleep, sms, sms, slack, slack.
i cant stand it, first the subjects are diff, second the subject is boorinnng !
oh well, there's more, F&N? ohhhh, whatever my friends remembered during lessons,
i dont remember ; a single thing !
no no, there's more, have i just forgotten english? and mothertounge?
they sound very easy, but it's very diff.
whats more, i have my CCA and we're performing for chinese new year.
and there goes extra stress as we have to stayback for like till 6?
theres more, blogshop adding on the the stress,
meeting buyers for payments here and there, all over.
and wait, did i tell you about homeworks etc. blablablablaaaaaa!
AND ONE LAST THING,
i didnt forget my girlfriend and my bestfriends!
ohoh, sec one and two is much more "not so stressful year"
well well, im nagging bout this now, lalalalala.
so lets get to the next topic.
"muker macam cibai siak,
dah lamer aku tak gado,
macam nak gado jer ngn budak ni".
TRANSLATED;
"face like cibai sia,
i long time never fight,
felt like fighting with this guy".

and the person who said that,
was refering to me.
let me tell you a few facts.
#1; cibai means a girl's private part,
a girl private part has a whole in the middle with pubic hairs.
do i looked like i have a whole in the middle and having pubic hairs?
oh common, use your brains, think twice before you say something.
#2; if you want to fight, why dont you beat me up?
words are easy to say man. oh well, you dumbass idiot.

listen carefully you idiot,
i dont care what you say or what you're gonna do to harm me,
i'll still remain strong and won't let any other matters affect me.
say all you want, we're not perfect afterall.

blaablaablaaaaaaaaaa,
chinese new year class decorating competition ;
DONE ,
comments; NOT SATISFIED.
why; TOO SIMPLE, TOO REDDISH/BLOODY, TOO UGLY. WTF!

chinese new year hamper design competition;
DONE.
comments; NOT SATISFIED! DISSAPOINTED!
why; TOO LITTLE THINGS, ASK TO BRING CANEND FOOD, NEVER BRING.

so thats all for today.
goodbye people.
takecare.

and this is BELATED, BELATED BIRTHDAY WISH.
really really sorry.


Happy Birthday Jannah,
Happy Birthday Atiqah,
Happy Birthday Rini.

okay goodbye.




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hello.
nothing much happened lately.
yet, im still flashing back memories from two-a-two'07.
i missed all of you badly, yes, badly.
feeling bored in class always isn't what i liked.
not having many friends in my current class is like a living hell.
i felt stupid talking to my friends, and worst, laughing alone, loudly.
but the people there aren't the sporting type you see.
they asked me to stop laughing like that, saying it sounded stupid.
as for my last year's classmates, they'll laugh along with me.
oh well, different people have different thoughts.
maybe one day they'll get used to it.
seriously, im such a loner in my class.
my other friends ignore me, unless they have something important to tell me.
and im going to suffer this state for the rest two to three years.
what the hell. im jealous that my other friends get along with others well.
oh well, what to do.
i so hate someone, i decorated the class backboard nicely.
there goes my effort.
someone actually took out that thing and said it looked pathetic.
she/he wanted to change it to other design, which i think looked very ugly.
the rest said my design was much more nicer.
i wonder whats up with her/him. my dear classmates,
if our class didnt win, please dont put the blame on me, infact put it on her/him.
practiced singing for the musicals audition with surya.
yes, i sound sucky, but some people said my voice was nice.
what an ear they have, oh gosh.
so wish me luck for tommorow's audition.
went home, get change and my first destination was this heavenly place called the bed.
i slept till 8.30pm and decided to called nadiah. then sairi was inside too.
talked a while till 9.10pm and i watched my chinese drama show.
i've not done my freaking bloody homework.
should get it down soon, later. thats all for today.

hello readers.
sorry for the long-time-no-update.
friday before cca starts,
met syaza, my only love.
went to bukit panjang plaza for lunch then went under her voideck.
just having fun, hahaaa, took pictures etc.
then had to go school, so send her home.
dear syaza, even thou the time we spend is short,
i still enjoy the time with you, and i'll treasure it deep inside.
haha, so went to school for cca then blahblah then go home.
then saturday went out with nadiah, my bitch.
went to penin to buy my black skinnies then went plaza sing,
ate dinner then fried mars bar.
then blablabla, something happened.
today,
nothing much happened,
went out with *****, went bpp then went his house then sit2 under his block.
thats all.

First Day Of School.
it was not getting any better.
first day of school, in a different class,
with different weird people makes the whole thing looks like a worst nightmare.
having to have been seperated from my best and close friends is a heartbreaking news.
but looking of the brighter side, i can always meet them during receess,
after and before school and have a small chat.
i know im in the same class with some of the people i knew,
but i cant possibly stick with them forever.
i hate to make friends with those weirdos as weel.
i vow on my knees not to betray any of my bestfriends that had helped me a zillion time.
i felt guilty and regretted not being close with them when we're in the same class.
well thats all then.
a short post,
but seriously, im missing people from 2a2'07.


one year had passed, leaving all those sweet and sour memories kept in our heart.
all the fun times you had with your love ones, remain as memories.
leave every bad memories behind, and start anew life in a new year.
when you have so much things to look forward to,
you'll wake up in the morning feeling so fresh and eager to go on with what's in store for the brand new day.
however, when life becomes so stagnant and not much of hopeful stuffs to anticipate,
you'd wish for a snooze button and carry on with ur fantasies in the slumber land.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
2008.

2007's gone,
lets start anew in 2008.

Have an awesome new year.
May you have a good new year resolutions.

My New Year Resolutions ;
I really hope that I can fufill all of them.

1) To have an everlasting love with my love, Syaza Syahira.
2) Improve on my studies to make my family proud.
3) Stop hurting others badly with vulgars and hurtful words.
4) Never being too hypocrite and never betray my bestfriends.
5) Be more friendly to most of the people (I know Im arrogant.)
6) Don't ever end my bestfriends relationship.
7) Be more close to Islam.
8) Cannot forget about my bitch, who had helped me in a lot of things.
(Even thou we're in the different class. Booohooo!)
9) Sing infront of the whole school. (Wahahahaa)


Thats my new year resolutions.
Till here,
Take care,
With love,
; mohdsalihan .


I reached home at 3+am from countdown yesterday/just now.

LETS CURSED THAT BLOODY SALON GUY !
HE CUT MY HAIR UNTIL SO DAMN SHORT .
SHORTER THAN THAT TIME,
FUCK YOU UNCLE ! DONT LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN !
YOU BLOODY SHIT !




hello people, haha, sorry for the long time no update yeahs,
yesterday went out with my two bestfriends.
nadiah and nizar, hahaha, to go get school bags and present.
so i went to get my new specs, its green in colour. weeeee.
then i took bus 307 to meet nizar under my cousin's voideck,
because i need to give her stuff that my mom asked. not drugs eh !
so me and nizar walked to the bustop 190 and then took the bus 190,
met nadiah at her house bustop, unfortunately she cant go in as it was packed like hell.
so we finally talked when we alight the bus infront of fareast, our first stop.
so first stop was to find nizar's bag, hahah, when he got his bag,
off to get sairi's present, a black crumpler large bag, hahaha. so smangat.
then my bag, which cost me $65. weeeee, its red and black sey, hmmmph.
no green, eh got green, but not nice. ;[ .
so we went to ate at a shop, if not wrong; kedai makan ROS.
at last, no fastfood, a proper food, so lucky! hahahaaa.
i ordered mushroom soup chicken rice, nizar honey soup chicken rice,
nadiah roasted chicken rice. hahahaha, when we got ours.
my mushroom so much ! and it looks sticky like sperms.
me and nizar started laughing at it, but it tasted nice laah,
i mean the mushroom soup. hahaaaaa,
so we ate and laughed a lot, after that, payed and off we go walk-walk for a while.
then off we went to bugis to find a nadiah's t's. walked walked then cannot find.
then nizar have to go off, his parents fetching him to go to the hospital.
so me and nadiah accompanied him to his dad's car and off we go.
so left me and nadiah, we went to search for her t's one more time.
cannot find, then off to bugis junction find a gift box.. cannot find sey,
so off we go to buy bubble tea, i bought mango ice blended.
so we took the mrt to plaza singapura and bought
FRIED MARS BAR !
it tasted so damn sweet and good.
then blaa blaa blaaaaa !
then went home. ;D
thats all for today.

*what do you think of my new specs ?
*what do you think of my new bag ?











IM BAACK !
so the day before i went off ,
called nadiah but she's asleep as she's sick, she said take care.
i was really-really boreed, i called jasmine but she didnt pick up.
then i decided to call my scandal, nonoi. long time never talk to her mah.
so we talked crapshits all the way till i dont know what time.
cause my brother wanted to use the phone to talk to his girlfriend.
"kalau tak, sampai pukol braper siak kiter bebual, tak game punyer."
so i forced myself to sleep because i need to wake up a few hours later at around four.
FIRST DAY !
uncle/dad woke me up. i dragged my feet to the toilet and bathed quickly.
as we're late, hahahahha. so get prepared and out we go, was excited maan!
then took bus 160 all the way till larkin to have our breakfast.
met hadzran and his family at larkin for breakfast. huda was so cute maan!
oh, huda is the one-year-old girl who cant stop bongkar-ing the place.
haha, our bus was at around 7.30am. after we ate, went to wait for the bus.
finally the bus arrived, a long long trip, i slept for a few hours then it stopped for break.
then we continued our journey, "nak bebual kat phone tak boleh, kalau tak dah pon".
listen to songs then i slept, when i woke up, we reached already,
i was like woooooohooooooooo ! hahahaha , carried our luggage and waited for abang is.
our cousin laa, who lives there. he's going to send us to the hotel.
he reached and off we go, the hotel was woow ! beautiful man.
went in put our stuffs then off we go to klcc, you know the twin tower.
alah, the tall tall one laa, aiyo, the twins laa, side by side. now know?
okay, we had our lunch there then went walked around.
i bought my jack purcell shoes at their converse stall. RM149.90 siak.
okay, my RM300 left RM150. booooo.
so the three bujangs/youngster, me hadzran and his brother, haikal went to hotel to sleep.
while our parents went shopping at masjid india, aiyaa. all makcik's stuff laa. haaa.
then they reached at around 7+pm, we rest and arranged our shirts.
then around 9pm, we went out again to have our dinner. went back.
sit downstairs with hadzran and haikal, they isap rokok. i want they dont allowed.
salihan; nak siket rokok boleh?
hadzran; kepale hotak kau bodoh, kalau nak isap rokok hidop aku dulu.
hahahhaa, siak btol. so many prostitudes, hahahaa.
went up and slept with hadzran.
SECOND DAY
hmm, woke up around 8am, had our breakfast, then we went to masjid india again.
wtf? was forced lah, then went to lot ten, here lot one, there lot ten.
got topshop there. what the fuck, the skinny jeans was RM229.90.
and then we went chinatown, malaysia's chinatown la of course.
bought one black batman shirt, one white superman shirt, one blue superman shirt for nadiah,
one green watch, one superman buckle, one black and white belt, one vans slip-on shoes.
and second day is enough to waste my RM150. again. and i've no more money to shop.
i was damn happy i got the stuffs i wanted. hahahhaha, then we went back to hotel.
slept early, without hadzran, because he's not sleepy yet.
THIRD DAY
morning went breakfast again then went back to hotel,
its rest day laah, hahahahaa. so called. i slept in the afternoon.
at three , all of us went out laa, we went lot ten again, then bukit bintang.
walk walk, then blaa blaa,
went back to hotel, then me, hadzran, cik apis, and abang is went to the christmas countdown.
there got countdown okay, and the countdown was great like your fastfood.
blaa, went hotel at around 3am, then slept with hadzran.
LAST DAY
morning went breakfast then off went home.
thats alll laaaa ! byebye .
so here are the pictures.


tommorow going to buy school uniforms with nizar & alwee.
now going to make my new specs. wooooooohooooo!














goodbye singapore.
goodbye friends.
take care all.

oh, sorry for long time never update.
yesterday was jasmine birthday,
happy birthday. ;D
so it was hari raya haji,
went for prayers early in the morning.
after that, while waiting for cousins to come, to slaughter the sheeps,
saw mohd nur islam bin mohd rashid, with his two brothers.
awww, i miss him. so, when the came, i go salam my makcik all.
then had to wait hours to slaughter the sheeps.
when our turn to slaughter, oh ya,w e slaughtered five sheeps total.
took pictures, but i closed my eyes while taking the pictures.
so eeeew, with the bloods. haaaaa.
went home, slept for awhile then woke up, get ready to change,
and went out. blaa blaa blaa,
went here and there. and reached home around 10?
oh ya, im gonna miss all of you maan.
my blog will be on hiatus all the way till 25th.
going to KL.
so take care everybody.



i just broke up with my girlfriend.
why?
you go ask her,
she said there's no reason why she wants to break up with me.
she said i didnt do anything wrong,
and she said she dont know why she felt like this.
so she's telling me she's unreasonable?
oh issit because she wants to patch up with him uh.
im not stupid, im not dumb,
its not like as if i have a little bit friends huh?
i have plenty loads of friends.
dont think they won't tell me whatever happens.
whatever happens,
many of my friends are dissapointed with you.
some even wans to call you , meet you.
well, but i stop them from doing that,
what to do.
love cant be forced.
espicially when you're not appreciative.
when someone loved you very much, you want a break.
when they dont love you, you claim he/she played with your heart.

and i miss this few people.
nadiah,
sairi,
islam,
liyana,
mazurah,
natalie,
taufiq.


escape theme park outing was a good and bad one ?
the good is i am able to meet all those HU friends from deejay to listeners.
the bad is, at escape it rained and stop and rained again, and stop again.
which made us really pissed off.
so me, sue, imah, ajir, khai, shelila, mai, ezah, siti, nurul went in and out of the haunted house.
for like many-many times man !
main reason for that was we were bored, and yes, damn bored.
so we decided to wait till 8pm to see if our luck is good that it wont rain.
to our disapointment, it was still raining. hhhmmpphh !
so we dragged our feet to the bustop and went to whitesands, the girls had their dinner.
me , ajir and khai walked around . i didnt want to eat because i promised nizar to meet him at lot one for dinner.
so after the girls ate, off we took the mrt.
and here and there people were seperated, imah and ezah took bus,
nurul took bus too.
so its left with me, ajir, khai, sue, mai, siti, shelila.
at city hall, ajir and khai left, cause they're staying at sembawang.
sms-ed with nizar and people because of boredome.
reached chua chu kang, met nizar and off we went to LJS to have MY late dinner.
after dinner, went to toilet then off we go to walk around.
while i was talking to nizar, i heard people shouting, i heard the han han han.
but i didnt pay much attention to it.
i thought its just another mat rep making noises and disturbance.
but when i decided to turn,
it was aman and dinnie. hahahaa,
shook hands with them, they asked where we go etc.
then we go off, decided to play prank on hakim's house.
so we go to the back of his house, since his house is located at the first storey,
we knocked his computer room, the room where he played computer late at night.
hahaha, he definately know it was our job, then he called nizar.
hahaha, went outside his house and talked for a while.
then we went hoomme.









hello people, readers,
back from the town with jasmine, my dumbass,
no one can accompany me go, so i decided to go with her.
we met at around 12, met her at teck whye lrt.
our first stop was fareast plazaa, was a loongloong trip yeaah. via woodlands.
walked around fareast, then off to the lido the outside to eat KFC.
jas, reduce oily food, later you'll get fatter. heees.
then off we go to bugis. jasmine bought printed tunic, 2 tops.
hahaaa, she spended $30 at bugis. i brought $50 only, same as her.
i intended to look for mr. chatterbox, but dont have,
even if have, its girls cutting,
theen off we went to peninsular.
bought 2 skinnies, one red one black.
then off we go camwhore , hahahaaa , all the photos,
the photographer is ; jasmine.
then we went home.
i tried my skinny jeans, and guess what?
im fucking dissapointed.
my red skinnies is too tight !
my black skinnies is too big !
what the hell ?
so you mean i wasted my freaking $40 ?
now, im opening second hand mini shop.
im selling that fucking red skinnies at $10 ! bought it at $19
its girls one, fuck, how dare they gave me the girls one,
and the brand is superskinny, size M ! anyone interested? msn me.
and the black one is for guys, EXIT JEANS. bought it at $20.
letting go at $10 also, black one ! size 30. its big laaa.
i so hate the shop, PEOPLE, I WANT TO BUY NEW SKINNIES,
WHICH SHOP IS TRUSTWORTHY ?
WHO WONT GIVE ME GIRLS SKINNIES, TIGHT SKINNIES, HUGE SKINNIES?
tag me the shop name man ! im going again this monday !
btw, i need 3 pictures for my friendster photo.
so i need you to vote laa the pics below.
3 pics per person, just type example; pic;01, pic;02, pic;03.
so thats all for today.
i really need a buyer for those skinnies.
or im going to throw those away.
and get a new one this mondaay.
so long, take care.!
im going to be this bald soon, when i go through my national service. pic;01
dont we look the same? but im not black him him. pic;02
hello world;earth;country;singapore;cityhall. pic;03
oh i love this pose like hell maaan ! pic;04